why i started “the secret keeper”
by jennifer kiley
i believe that i started my blog to have a place to express myself as freely as possible. hopefully i am gradually finding my voice to speak about all the secrets that people keep silent. if i find the courage to write about the truth of what i know & learn along the way, that will please me.
i hope to discover more about who i am & i will stop being silent. the more i write the braver the words are. the thoughts & feelings that form inside of my mind, come forth into the world for me to write them down, so that i can read what i may have revealed.
it may be a new way of perceiving the world or what causes a bipolar abused mind to react the way it does with anger or gets high or falls down into the depths of hell to a dark place where all i want to do is die. if this helps someone to realize they are not alone or someone else finds something in what i write that may help them to understand themselves, that would be okay with me.
one thing that is most important to me is to break the silence & end the stigma of being something that is different than “normal.” and to enjoy the act of creating something that might be significant and along the road it can also be fun to just create something that causes joy & laughter.
i most like the images i find to fit in with a post & also the music that helps express the meaning of the post. creating my posts also helps me develop my creative writing for poetry & screenplays & other fiction & non-fiction.
being creative is something that i am addicted to. it’s a good, no it’s a great addiction. can you die from it? i suppose if you don’t get enough sleep or eat enough or often, that could be a problem. but i love it so much.